Tuesday, May 24, 2005
now i wished that there is someone whom i can pour everything out to. someone who will listen to me while i complain. wait patiently until i finish crying. sigh. just like the past. but that was the past. now i realised that suddenly everything and everyone had disappeared. i don't know who i could turn to when i need help. i don't know what i should do when i explode. and who knows what i will do to myself. seriously i need to let everything out. just like once when i was very stressed out and irritated by my mom. but i think this time it isn't that serious. or maybe i was able to tolerate everything better. i guess i'll just have to calm down. maybe i should get some tranquilizer. just in case i can't calm down at all and do some silly stuff.
vicki the SEXY sunshine loves you!
8:51 AM